4.23.11

We are all entitled to our own secrets... right?

4.23.11

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down "happy". They told me I didn't understand the assignment. I told them they didn't understand life."

--- John Lennon

"Follow your dreams... except the one where you're at school in your underwear."

"It's only after you lost everything that you're free to do anything."

--- Fight Club

"In the world of advertising, there's no such thing as a lie. There's only expedient exaggeration."

4.22.11

Stay out. Why won't you just stay out?

Jeez.

4.22.11

"What good is it to fly, if you have nowhere to go?"

4.22.11

"I want a person who comes into my life by accident, but stays on purpose."

Help.

Sophomore year is coming to an end. It's time to pull my academic life together. It's so time and energy consuming; Planning I mean. So many decisions and time is running out.

I hope I know within the next few years what I'm going to do. Medical path for now. Curse the stereotypical path.

4.19.11

The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where you realize that no matter how slow you go, that someone will never run after you.

4.17.11

This year's DCON was held at Anaheim. My home club slept at the Hitlon and there are a bunch of gift shops in the lobby. One store has these...charms? I don't know what to call them. So there were keys with words like "Success" or "Laughter" or "Hope" written on them. I was walking with two freshies and they wanted to get it since we're in KEY club.

Slightly corny but sure why the heck not. I got a key with Happiness written on it. Despite me being in key club, I have another reason for choosing Happiness. I mean, there's a saying that points out that your happiness is in your hands. You are in charge of your happiness. So the key of my happiness is me of course. It made a lot more sense and seemed a lot less lame in my head.

Moving on.

Next to those keys were little silver tokens saying stuff like "Massage Token" On the back it says Good for one massage. It's kind of cute. I got that one for my mother LOL. I also got a Hug token for a friend and myself; as well as a Wish Token. Not sure what I'm going to do with it though. I guess I can load them into a necklace. Hm.

4.17.11

Back from DCON, finally.

"That awkward moment: when you're in the middle of telling a story and you realize it's pointless."

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"Never make someone your everything, 'cause when they're gone, you've got nothing."